Loss

I am unable to remember my husbands voice.
I know if I heard his voice, I would know it.
I am told that grieving is a process and that time will heal all wounds. How can my heart heal when half of it is gone.
The quiet is deafening, the pain so very deep only my Faith in the promises of Jesus are keeping me together.
I need to shelter myself in my Lord, my refuge.

My Beloved Husband

On Monday, January 2nd, 2012 Our Savior called my beloved husband to His side. It is 15 days since I have heard his voice. I know he lives because our God is of the living not the dead. Still, even with faith in the resurrection and eternal life this heart of mine will never mend, because the best part has now gone on before me.
I miss you Michael my dearest and sweetest love of my life. My prayers are for you alone.