Its Wednesday, January 14, 2015...6:44pm and I just read my last posts on this blog and ThruNancy'sEyes......How my life has changed.
The end of November 2014....someone walked into my life and changed it forever....This man is a widower of 12 years....and lives in the State of Michigan....we have been skyping since then every day at least 2 to 3 hours everyday.
Is it possible that two people  can find love this way......Right now I am experiencing feelings that I have never felt.....that's not to say that I didn't  love my Michael with all my heart but it is now 3 years since his passing into eternity....the loneliness at time was so overwhelming...this man that I met understood exactly what I was feeling.
We have developed a relationship through Skype exchanging pictures and talking about just everything.....He is a baptized Catholic....a God fearing man....but not as knowing about the Faith as I am....we are talking about a more serious relationship...moving towards marriage.  Both of us agree it has to be a marriage blessed by the Church.
I wonder how my children will accept the news....
Right now he is in Norway on an extended visit to family and will be leaving for a special project in Spain and Togo, Africa....he designs roads and bridges for a living but this project will afford him the opportunity to retire very shortly.
In two or a little more than that he will be coming to stay with me for a month....there is still so much to sort through.
Dear God....my heart is ready, my heart is ready to love again...please grant us the graces we need to know your will and  help our love grow stronger and become a reflection of the love YOU have for us both....In Jesus name I pray.....Amen